an SOS then a "nevermind!"

so realizing i hadn't made any plans yet for this weekend i texted about 5 or six friends. i e-mailed about four others. and they all came back with parties, dinners, bars on the LES.

so where half an hour ago, i had nothing....now i've spread myself so thin that i literally foresee myself being at twenty parties for ten minutes each just to fit them all in! at this point i'm trying to juggle. inviting other friends to other friend's dinner parties, then telling other friends i'll meet them after with a fourth group of friends. am praying right now that it somehow all works out and fits together. i have too many friends from too many different places, none of whom know each other so i'm trying to do a bit of mixing and matching. new years is going to be even worse. all of a sudden, i'm stressed out.

i suppose knowing that many people and having that many friends is, without a doubt, a Good Thing. (yeah martha!)

but next time i think i should only reach out to two or three at a time.

or i should just sit home with ocean's 11 (the remake with george and brad) and some nice wine instead. i could watch that movie over and over and over again. so many pretty men in one place. sigh....